Questions without answers

Where am I going?
What am I doing with my life?
Am I just wasting my time?
Can I do better than this?
Am I just being very limited minded?
Is this a lack of motivation?
Or lack of confidence?
Or what is wrong with my mind?
What do you do in these kind of days?
Can we just NOT have them?
I just wish...

PWF 2

Bow Chika wow wow

Man and woman - FRIENDS?

Heeellll noooo. It is impossible. And just when you think it is possible, one of them starts to like another in different way. BUT!, but only ONE, and that is the ''LIFE IS A BITCH'' law.

Inspiration

Thanks Coolhunter for the inspiration ;)

People without faces (PWF)

Ray Of Light

And I feel like I just got home

And I feel

And I feel like I just got home

And I feel

Faster than the speeding light she's flying

Trying to remember where it all began

She's got herself a little piece of heaven

Waiting for the time when Earth shall be as one

Quicker than a ray of light

Quicker than a ray of light

Quicker than a ray of light

Quicker than a ray of light

Ray Of Light by Madonna - that's my positive song for today :))))))

Thoughts about life

Was visiting my home sweet home and chilling with one of my friends. We were talking about this and that and then suddenly we started to talk about other people lives. Some people live crazy and wild lives. But are they really that crazy and wild as it seems?

If we look on our lives, sometimes we think that we live pretty normal even boring life, but is it really so? I think that each one's life seems normal and ordinary because when you are in it, you simply get used to it and that becomes a standard for you. For example ME. I have experienced so many bullshit in my life, done so many wild things, crazy things, things I can't even explain, thing's that might look stupid from other point of view. But so far I do not regret any of them. All the things I did in my life gave me experience, gave me memories, showed me a way in my life - a good way. I have experienced things on my skin, that deeply shocked other people. When I tell my story to someone, I know they will not understand. They will be surprised that I let myself go through all that, but for me...for me it was a standard...I thought that's how it supposed to be in life, in big people's lives..that's how people do things, how they handle things. I wish I knew earlier it is not true and so SO far from normal and ordinary. But the good thing is that I know it NOW and I proudly can defend myself from all that and finally be happy.
It is so interesting how life works out sometimes. Is it one big coincidence? Or someone have written a story for every single person? I do not know answer to these questions, but I do know one thing - I am proud of where I am now and I know I will go much much further from here. Time is my friend, not enemy.

I am strong

I was sitting and thinking: Why do people are afraid to express their emotions? Why it is so difficult to say exactly what you feel at the exact moment when you feel it? Why we tend to hide our thoughts, emotions and feelings? Don't get me wrong, I am the same kind. I find it difficult to say 'no' to people, because I do not want to dissapoint them , so most of the times I am just being polite and find myself expressing emotions I do not even have.

So I was thinking and thinking, and looking back on my experience, and I still do not have answers for all my questions. Why is it so difficult to say "I miss you a lot" to someone who you really REALLY miss? I assume it is because we think that the person will think: ''Oh, ok, I got him/her, now he's/she's like a sissy and he/she misses me''... Have you ever thought about that, before saying these words to someone? Hi5...

But have you ever think about the other person - the person who will recieve these words? How these words will REALLY make that person feel? Isn't is - happiness, joy, feeling that someone needs the person in this life, feeling that you are important to someone? What about those feelings?

I guess it is always easier to be neutral and do not show that you have any kind of emotions. It is the easiest solutions, because noone will ever say - YOU ARE SO EMOTIONAL (and most of the times they call you emotional when you express your feelings, and if you do that - that means - you are weak). So if you do not express them - you are strong - and noone ever gets upset, if someone says - you have a stone heart - it is considered more like a compliment.

But as usual - I am staying positive, I am trying to express my feelings and emotions there and then - and I believe it will make my life better, and I do not believe that stereotype. I AM STRONG.

A day in life

Never blame a day in your life. Good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience.

A little about me

I write and post a lot of pictures about this and that, but I realised I have never written anything about myself.

Well my name is Viktorija, or as it is now more familiar as just Vik. I do not consider that there is a lot to write about me, but on the other hand - there is loads. I am a simple, crazy, positive and very very friendly person. Always enjoy meeting new, different, all kinds of people, get to know them, bond with them, be friends with them, have a great and faboous time with them. I love to surround myself with people who influence me with their positive outlook on everything, with their creativity, with their crazy and not so crazy ideas, with their interesting opinions about all the possible thing in this world. I love long talks about future, about possibilities, about plans for life. I love LOVE.

Along with all my loves, I am also searching the way of expressing myself better, and probably this blog is one of my trials. So far I think it works really good for me. I can come here everytime I feel inspired and just post a little pieces of my ideas here, or share brilliant ideas of the people I feel inspired by. (Thank YOU ALL fo that by the way.) One day I know I will find a way to express myself so good, that I will be the one inspiring people to start write things and say things and DO things. I feel there is a lot inside of me that wants to come out and take over the world.

Talking about the future, I am sure I will achieve something big. Sounds like a dream? Maybe. But I really believe in what I say here and now and I know, from reliable sources, thats positive thinking is the KEY to success. ;) I want to make this world better, even if it is just by giving my smile to someone who really needs to see a friendly face when having one of those bad days. I am always ready to help people, I always try to hep people, I am HAPPY when I help other people. I think my destiny is to make other people happy, because happiness of other people is a SOUL FOOD for me. I fell like giving a lot to people and all I want back is a smile - true smile of happiness. Is that crazy? Does is sounds crazy? Nope. That is just me. That is who I am. And it work both ways. ou will not believe how many good people there are in this world. I moved to another country and I found them, I found people who cares about me, who is always worried about me, who always make sure I am ok. How do I know that they really do care about me? I can see that in their eyes. I can feel that when I talk to them, when I meet them after a long time. That feeling can not be described in any words, however, I can find so SO many words to describe it..Joy, happiness, surprise, smile, tears of happiness, warmness, touch, movement, love, sweetness, hug, word...It is all an inspiration for making it one more day.

I hope this little story about me will help you to know ME and understand my posts better, it will help understand WHY I do THIS and why do I do it THAT way.

Busy day

Ohhh myy, I love busy days so so much. When you come home after work and you feel so SO full of positive energy, I SIMPLY LOVE THAT FEELING. Am I weird? NOOO WAAYYY :)

When you wanna scream

Yeah, once again, ladies and gentlmen, I realised how important is to think before you answer to someone.

First reaction is not always the right one, actually, most of the times, if you will shout out first words that comes to your mind, you will get yourself in a big trouble, and you will feel awkward and all.

AVOID IT, and feel happy :)))))

BE!

Positive thinking

Today just proved to me once again that key to everything is positive thinking! Good things are happening to me, Im happy

Dreams

A quote that I needed for this day :)

Old Scripts

Speciaals veltiijums Xxxx'am

See you really reaalllyy soon xx

That's NOT my room ;)

That's what I call - too many make up :D

FIRE! (V)